About Me

I used to blog under my real name–I’m talking surname, too. For many, many years! But I decided to go underground–things got too complicated and scary.

So I moved my internet home. I feel like I’m in the Witness Protection Program. I don’t know how to go about in anonymity on the web. But here I am, writing under the pseudonym of “Jade Park.” I’m Korean. I’m American. I’m female. I’m a writer. That’s all I’ll say for now.

But this is a new step–a new dynamic! Thanks for dropping by. Maybe you’ll stay and get to know me (and even like the place!) even though I don’t have a face anymore.

Tidbits…

  • After years of saying, “I’d be a writer but–” I enrolled in an MFA program in Fall 2004.
  • I got published. I went to a writing colony.
  • On December 31st, 2006…I had a stroke. I withdrew from school for a semester. I’m recovering from it, waiting to be able to write fiction again–and using this space to write and share what I can about my experiences.
  • On June 22, 2006…The doctors closed a hole in my heart that was both discovered and diagnosed to be the cause of my stroke and multiple TIAs (Trans-Ischemic Attacks, or “mini strokes” to you), thus closing the stroke chapter of my life.
  • I re-enrolled in my MFA program in Fall 2007 to complete my last semester.
  • In winter of 2007-2008, I turned in my thesis, finished my last workshop, and in the most anticlimactic of stylesgraduated from my MFA program.
  • Spring 2008…Went back to my old career, took a fulltime job.  Still writing, figuring out how my new brain works.

25 Comments

  • by the way, i’m only the editor, not the editor in chief.

    i like your idea about product placement. wanna be a team member and run that venture?

    best, howard

  • I’m taking my time to write my feeling on your writers observation. your on the “write” track.
    more to come.
    “D”

  • Hi Howard–let me think about this, as I am under pseudonym on this blog, and have to figure out how I’d run such a group!

  • how horrible though, that you need to hide just because of some idiot.
    but i guess it could be fun to be anonymous too.

  • Hey,

    Just came across you rplace here and wanted to say howdy and hello.

    Have I seen your past blogs in eponymous incarnation?

    Still writing as me - full name in dorkitude and all

  • Hi Jade,

    I can certainly understand why you would not want to use your real identity. I use mine as I have no secrets or security reasons (yet) to not do so. Like you, I prefer to use the identity I have rather than create a whole new one. I was wondering if you have had anything published Jade and if so, what that might be and how would one obtain a copy. Thanks and I will read your blog some shortly.

  • Hi LeRoy Dissing–yes, I’ve been published (one of the answers I supply to that question. To tell you where though, would reveal my real identity–so I’ll have to leave you in suspense.

  • Based on what little I read of your questions and answers to my question, whatever you have published I am sure would be amusing to say the least. Until whenever I can know *sigh*, I will just stay in suspended suspense!

  • LeRoy Dissing: thanks! :) Hope you enjoy the writing on the website!

  • Just found your blog via Pinky…

    Jesus.

    I can relate to your wish for anonymity as there are a couple people who do not need to find me.

    My husband and I are dealing with serious chronic illness and can empathize with some of your experiences…keep on writing…

    Don’t know if anyone has mentioned Floyd Skloot to you, or if I am, like, the millionth person to suggest you read his memoir of life after illness attacked his brain.

    All the best,
    BK

  • BK–you are the first person to mention Floyd Skloot to me! Fascinating–I am building up a collection of books to read once I can read again. i went to look up his work on amazon.com, and I see he’s written quite a few books, which one is his memoir?

    Thank you, BK. :)

  • I admit that I know nothing of writing.

    I must add that I am just floored when “howard”, claiming the title of “editor”, of all things, cannot use proper punctuation. Perhaps he needs an “editor”!

    Seneca

  • I think it’s so brave of you to write about your stroke and how it is changing your mind, your abilities, your self in so many ways. As a writer you will shrug this remark off; you have no choice but to process it in words, on paper, on electronic paper, in a communion with readers, but that doesn’t make it any less admirable, wonderful, wonderous.

  • Just found your site through my buddy Kellementology. Great site. Nasty guy.

  • you write wonderfully. :)

  • Just found your blog. Wonderful writing. I look forward to reading more.

    Maria

  • I recently just did the same thing - dropped my name, started new with a new domain, a new name, and a faceless picture.

    It’s therapy, somehow. I needed to be blunt without feeling so exposed and vulnerable.

  • Chanced upon your blog, enjoyed reading your posts.
    Hope you recover from your health problems soon…..
    Cheers!

  • Greetings. I found a link to your site on one of Ronnie’s blogs. I look forward to reading some of your writings. In the meantime, you are very courageous and we wish you much continued health!

  • Correction: found Mel’s Mystique on outofmyhead blog, found yours on Mel’s Mystique!

  • I’m also trying to delete my real identity in the internet. I use to write every info about me, but not my real name. However, the alias I’m using sounds like my name somehow…hmmm…

    Man, but my names are still all over the search engine even I’ve deleted a lot of my accounts already.

    Anyways, I enjoyed reading your posts. You still have a face, don’t worry…hehehe…

  • Hello, I am also a writer. Second career after many successful years in IT. But I always wanted to write. I came across your blog accidentally. I searched on “pseudonym” and your site popped up. I’d been pondering what name to write under and whether or not to use a pseudonym. I’ve decided to use my initials and lastname. That should ensure my privacy and prevent gender-based prejudiced. Also will add a little mystery. BTW, I’ve been on the internet since the late 70’s (via universities) and there is no trace of my real name out there despite my avid participation at one time. I decided early, after reading the bitnet vampyres list that there were too many whackos about.

    I enjoyed your posts and good luck with your health problems. I hope you make a full and speedy recovery. MMB

  • Thanks for stopping by! Good luck with your anonymous blogging, MMB. :)

  • Hi, I found your blog while surfing wordpress for other blogs that were also on / about writing. Like you I have chosen to be anonymous on here; I do not have a reason to hide though; nothing has happened to me and I would like to keep it that way. I am not published; my blog is there to give me an inkling on whether I ever will be; with the theory being that if I put the shorter version of a novel on here the hits from week to week will tell me the truth. No hits; no sense to spend money on a manuscript box or stamps to the publishers house.

    Anyway I am glad to see that there are several of us in here, and happy for you that you got published :)

  • Hi “Jade Park”–I guessed you might be Korean. The “Park” thing.
    Clever Blog, interesting to find you. Saw that you posted at howard Junker. Found him through Kate Evans. Found Kate Evans through Collin Kelley’s Blog…
    I’m at:
    http://www.lisananetteallender.blogspot.com/
    I’m thinking you’d find my recent entry om Korean food like Chapchae/Japjae(spell?) interesting…I ought to do a poem on all the wonderful Korean foood…

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